Happy New Year 2017!

| Minggu, 01 Januari 2017

Last night, I saw a lot of fireworks in the sky. I saw the children were very happy when seeing carnaval on the road to celebrate new year eve. Well, I saw them in my loneliness, far away with my family, but I knew that I am not alone last night. I saw that crowded last night with a bunch of hopes that I will be more successful in this year.

My resolution in 2017:
1. Get a scholarship to continue a higher education, master programme,
2. I must study hard and take an IELTS test with 7 bandscore,
3. Go to Yogyakarta, the city I love the most, to see my lecturer and my friends, and of course eat Soto Ayam Pak Nanto,
4. Keep smiling in every situation, although that situation make me suffering and crying inside,
5. Keep more praying and hoping. God always in our side,
6. Make a lot of friends,
7. Get more money for better future, etc.

I hope that my dreams will come true in this year. Aameeeeen... 😍😍😍😍😍😍😍

The conclusion of 2016

| Sabtu, 31 Desember 2016

Well, this year that I went through made me sad. From the situation I had on my previous job as journalist which made me down, I failed to get a scholarship and IM, and the problem I had with my family. Being all alone everytime. I have to make a move for better life in the next year. Thank you and goodbye, 2016. I learnt everything from you to be a good person.

The Failure?

| Sabtu, 10 Desember 2016

I got the result on 9 December. The result explained that I have to study very hard for the next batch. I failed the test on this batch, but it doesn't mean that I really failed. I promise to myself that I will make myself to be better than before, make the good plan for the next chance, forgive myself and be more patience to face this life. I will never give up.

7 December

| Selasa, 06 Desember 2016

Today is my birthday. I am still waiting for the announcement which will change my entire life to the best future. I don't know what the result is. I keep wandering whether will Lord give me the good announcement on this week?

Dear Lord, I know that you will give me the best to my life. But, I humbly want to pass that exam. I want to achieve my dreams, so I can contribute my life to society and of course I don't forget my fate as a human who have to be closer with you, for my next immortal life after the judgement day. Everyday, I keep praying to you that I want the good result for my birthday gift. Please, Lord, bless me forever.


| Senin, 14 Maret 2016

I guess I am crazy because I have submitted a resignation letter while I have no a new job to replace my current job. Since my magazine was closed by the big boss of the biggest lifestyle magazine in Indonesia--you might know what the magazine is, I have no idea what to do. Although, I probably will be moved to another magazine, but I don't think those magazine will exist forever. Soon or later, all magazines will be closed and moved to digital magazine. No longer paper needed. So, I choose to resign.

After I left my job as a journalist, I will study English. As long as I study hard, being a shopkeeper or teacher doesn't matter to keep my wallet safe from hunger pains. Of course, I will take part time job. I know that my mother will angry due to my decision, but I have to do this. I wanna run to achieve my dreams.


| Senin, 07 Desember 2015
Today is my birthday. I don't know what my plan is in this current ages. Yeah, twenty five years old doesn't mean that I have found happiness in my life. Not yet.

Being Grateful

| Kamis, 04 Juni 2015
"The grass is always greener on the other side."


Yeah, It reminds me to be grateful everything I have.

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